Seriously, what the F just happened? Five years have flown by and I am just now realizing that my job is slowly killing me. Really it is, I have gained weight, increased my stress level and gained another title. Along the way I have let my bike riding slow down and my job take over my life. I forgot that we work to live, not live to work. A title is just a title until it kills you. They may have to put that title on my gravestone if I don’t get this shit figured out. I may have a plan……..
So I resigned, not to worry my wife or children, I resigned one of my three part time job duties that requires full time attention. If that doesn’t help, I will resign again next year and go back to teaching full time. Don’t get this wrong, I am not lazy, I grew up splitting wood and working really hard for minimum wage. My family instilled in me a really strong work ethic and a “die trying” attitude. So where did that get me today? I have a lot of accolades at work and they keep trying to get me to take another promotion with a larger title, it will be less money, more hours, and more stress. WTF. What changed this year? A very close peer/friend is going through some serious shit, his wife is in serious medical peril. What is the point of killing yourself for a fucking job? I do love some of what I do, but in the end we have to take care of each other, our family, and friends. Life is supposed to be a grand adventure, not a slugfest through the quagmire of shit. One of my many favorite movies is the Shawshank Redemption. There is a quote in the movie that says “get busy living or get busy dying”. I think the time has come to change the course of this life and start living.


Hello Tustin!!!
Reed City Bridge
We had lunch with the Mayor of Reed City, yeah we are kind of a big deal. Don’t you know who I am????



